I was thinking about how I write these blog posts. A barrier for me is what to say because of the audience. I feel like I’m writing this for someone else to read. It really fucks with what I want to say and how I say it. I feel like once you have shit to lose, you are a lot more careful with your words. Reading back on my old posts, I clearly had nothing to lose.
I was fired from two jobs and a few relationships for this blog, so obviously we don’t want history repeating itself.
I solved the issue by keeping a personal journal and then this site for more watered-down thoughts. Remember that time I photoshopped my head on MLK’s body as he waved to the crowd at the Washington Monument or pool, whatever. No way that could be taken in a negative way.