25 years of nothing. I can’t believe we made it 25 years together. Actually, this site has been dead for more than a decade.
I wish I had a really romantic way to say some huge thing happened in my life and I wanted to come back and write and have this be my outlet—something I’ve been wanting to do forever. In reality, my host just hit me with the yearly bill like, “Here you go, pay for it.” And I was like… you know what, we all have AI now. This site was made with AI. The header image is AI slop. All I have to do is talk into a prompt and make a site, so let’s go.
But I digress. I’ve thought about this a few times—my “welcome back,” I guess, that nobody’s going to read.
I remember sitting in that chair in Sarah’s house in 2021—I think it was October—when I bought this site on her computer because I don’t think I had internet at my place. I’ve owned the domain since then. All the old designs were lost a couple years ago, which was sad for nostalgia, but I don’t really care that much. I just stopped paying the bill and they deleted everything. So like 16 years of stuff, gone. I had to crawl some files back from the Wayback Machine to get it working again.
I still have all my old posts. I read them a couple years ago—not recently. They’re a bunch of angsty, hyperbolic stuff, honestly. Nothing really interesting, aside from the undertone that I was a very angry person. I still am, I think—actually, I am. I just control it a lot better now, so people don’t hate me. I guess the ultimate teacher is pain. Learned some hard lessons there. But I can manage it better now—hold down a job and a new relationship—so that’s all working out.
The plans for this site… I don’t know. Honestly, I have zero plans. I’m just going to sit here and talk about stuff. Nobody’s going to read it, and if they do, whatever. I don’t give a fuck. I’m not doing this to be popular or get social media likes. I don’t really care.
Anyway, I’m back. I’m probably not going to post any of the old content since I don’t want any of it held against me. The old pictures—I don’t know if they’re necessary. I kind of like the very bare-bones site, so I think I’m going to keep it. We’ll see where this goes—maybe it changes, maybe it doesn’t.
That’s it for now, friends. Fuck off.